A Miserable Week (T.T)

dunno what to write..

actually i dun like to write those unhappy thing in blogs.. coz i think i want to keep good memory only in blogs.. so that when i feel upset i can recall the sweet memory to cheer me up..

i plan to write on something bout mooncake festival celebration last saturday,but i havent get the pictures yet.. so i'm still waiting so that i can write a full "report" on it.. For me, it was quite fun having those kind of actiities with friends.. its good to keep all the happy things in mind.. haha^^

But recently so many things happen to me make me so stress!!

first, its about study things.. i dun study much coz need settle so much things.. this few days the schedule was so full.. tuesday is totally miserable.. got class till 5 something, directly go ktsn for inteviewing new emcee.. waste the whole day, same goes wif wednesday.. again interview.. i think this is because i need go hukm that day, so unable to manage my time coz need sacrifice my time for PAP.. but this module really packed, coz 16 lectures in 3 weeks (same amount as respi module but its in 4 weeks).. the lectures r quite tough, i really scared i cant finish this module, i not even start my lectures n i go for anatomy class n practical unprepared.. so disppointed with myself..

may be i hav been too sensitive, i found that my relationship wif some frens had became worse.. i always busy with my things, some time i dun talk even a word to them the whole day.. recently, i found i cant get involve in their conversation, like i'm from different world.. Am i still 1 part of them?? i wonder.. isit the problem come from me myself??

everything i done meet with obstacles, make me feel so useless.. like this morning plan to wakup at 5.30 am to finish my pbl.. but unfortunately i woke up at 7.40am!! i was late.. after a simple bath n eating a piece of bread as breakfast, i rush along the way to campus without finishing my pbl!! not even read though it.. (initially plan to read lecture notes to enhance my understanding on that topic, plus i got many lectures to study) may be this week is just not my week.. i guess..

I feel like i want close myself in my room, being isolated from this world coz i dun wanna to be upset again.. but do i need to pass this weekend just in room?? i cant get a good answer for that.. i just hope i can recover soon n everything will be alright..

c u again in next blog!! ^^ just drop by here to express my feeling coz i dunno who can i express to.. can some one be my listener?? (=.=)"

k la, be tough yae teck chee!!! u can do it!!

生日惊喜^^

好久没写部落格了。。
考试让我透不过气来，要写部落格也没空写。其实我很想写关于生日后的感想。但到今天才有时间静静坐下来写。。

其实还没到9月3日的时候，我就得到了第一个惊喜。。
还记得当时9月1日，当时大家刚从家乡回来，大约晚上九点半，正想写隔天要交的Reflective Writing 时，突然被房外传来喧闹的声音打断了我的思绪，转头一望，发现一大群人捧着三粒蛋糕进来。这果然把我吓了一跳。这真是意外的惊喜咯~~

还蛮惊讶的，一大堆Setapak来的朋友，还有所有Vistana的同学以及四位Junior老远跑过来为我们兄弟仨庆祝生日。我们都是隔三天就生日的叻（分别是8月28日，8月31日和9月3日），又是好朋友，很巧吧？哈哈
当然除了老早就准备好的蛋糕，还有少不了的是他们送 的礼物，还蛮特别的。。有点感动，因为这是我人生当中最多朋友一起为我庆祝的生日会。（因为我鲜少举办生日会，因为通常都是简简单单的跟几个死党或家人庆祝咯。。）既然人都那么多了，也不忘来个大合照。再加上最近《家好月圆》成了大家的热门话题，我们也不落人后，来个《塘心风暴》似的合照，嘻嘻~~

来到9月3日，本以为大家在前两天庆祝后就算了。。没想到又有一连串的惊喜。包过我的巴帝，说要和我出去吃顿午餐，我就跟随他走，走着走着觉得不对劲，原来他是要带我到时代广场请我吃一顿好的。不过当时只有一个小时的时间（因为之后还有课），所以我们就匆匆忙忙的吃完午餐再赶回来。虽然只是短短的时间，但我想这样一简单的方式对我来说已经很足够了，所以还蛮感触的。。

傍晚，和一班最要好的死党到比萨店吃晚餐，回来又赶去宿舍去帮AMSA进行面试活动（好充实哦！）。完事后，被CY骗到食堂去，原来还有一大堆学弟妹们在执行他们的“策划”，让我吓得“惊慌失措”。首先把我关在阴暗的壁球室，再来就是三位巴帝捧着一粒蛋糕走进来为我唱生日歌，后面则跟着其他一些跟我比较熟的学弟妹们。我真的失败！！平常很多话说、很多意见发表的我，一遇到这种出乎预料的事，都不知该给予些什么反应，说些什么话才好。真的让我太感动了！只差没掉眼泪罢了。

没想到今年的生日会是这样度过的，希望来年会顺顺利利地度过每天，也希望我也能越变越成熟，毕竟自己刚踏进二字辈了，不能太幼稚了，哈哈~~其实最重要的是身边的人都能开开心心、健健康康就足够了。

另外我想借此机会感谢所有所有记得我生日的人。谢谢你们的用心良苦，谢谢你们的祝福，谢谢你们的生日礼物！总之要感谢你们让我度过一个难忘的一天。我永远都不会忘记这一天的！最后，我要说的是“妈，我爱您！”谢谢你把我带到这美好的世界，辛苦你了。。

*P/S：想知道我的生日是如何度过或是想知道我收到了些什么各式各样奇奇怪怪的礼物（包括XL Size 的衣服，很大串的裤链，月饼等等,奇怪吧？哈哈）就到我的Friendster里的照片望一望吧！