busy??!

no time to write blogs..
sorry if let anyone of u to be disappointed..
really busy... try to conpensate so that i got extra time.. but i dun think it ll be so soon.. haha..
hope i can write more n more blogs in the future
bye!!=)

A Miserable Week (T.T)

dunno what to write..

actually i dun like to write those unhappy thing in blogs.. coz i think i want to keep good memory only in blogs.. so that when i feel upset i can recall the sweet memory to cheer me up..

i plan to write on something bout mooncake festival celebration last saturday,but i havent get the pictures yet.. so i'm still waiting so that i can write a full "report" on it.. For me, it was quite fun having those kind of actiities with friends.. its good to keep all the happy things in mind.. haha^^

But recently so many things happen to me make me so stress!!

first, its about study things.. i dun study much coz need settle so much things.. this few days the schedule was so full.. tuesday is totally miserable.. got class till 5 something, directly go ktsn for inteviewing new emcee.. waste the whole day, same goes wif wednesday.. again interview.. i think this is because i need go hukm that day, so unable to manage my time coz need sacrifice my time for PAP.. but this module really packed, coz 16 lectures in 3 weeks (same amount as respi module but its in 4 weeks).. the lectures r quite tough, i really scared i cant finish this module, i not even start my lectures n i go for anatomy class n practical unprepared.. so disppointed with myself..

may be i hav been too sensitive, i found that my relationship wif some frens had became worse.. i always busy with my things, some time i dun talk even a word to them the whole day.. recently, i found i cant get involve in their conversation, like i'm from different world.. Am i still 1 part of them?? i wonder.. isit the problem come from me myself??

everything i done meet with obstacles, make me feel so useless.. like this morning plan to wakup at 5.30 am to finish my pbl.. but unfortunately i woke up at 7.40am!! i was late.. after a simple bath n eating a piece of bread as breakfast, i rush along the way to campus without finishing my pbl!! not even read though it.. (initially plan to read lecture notes to enhance my understanding on that topic, plus i got many lectures to study) may be this week is just not my week.. i guess..

I feel like i want close myself in my room, being isolated from this world coz i dun wanna to be upset again.. but do i need to pass this weekend just in room?? i cant get a good answer for that.. i just hope i can recover soon n everything will be alright..

c u again in next blog!! ^^ just drop by here to express my feeling coz i dunno who can i express to.. can some one be my listener?? (=.=)"

k la, be tough yae teck chee!!! u can do it!!

生日惊喜^^

好久没写部落格了。。
考试让我透不过气来，要写部落格也没空写。其实我很想写关于生日后的感想。但到今天才有时间静静坐下来写。。

其实还没到9月3日的时候，我就得到了第一个惊喜。。
还记得当时9月1日，当时大家刚从家乡回来，大约晚上九点半，正想写隔天要交的Reflective Writing 时，突然被房外传来喧闹的声音打断了我的思绪，转头一望，发现一大群人捧着三粒蛋糕进来。这果然把我吓了一跳。这真是意外的惊喜咯~~

还蛮惊讶的，一大堆Setapak来的朋友，还有所有Vistana的同学以及四位Junior老远跑过来为我们兄弟仨庆祝生日。我们都是隔三天就生日的叻（分别是8月28日，8月31日和9月3日），又是好朋友，很巧吧？哈哈
当然除了老早就准备好的蛋糕，还有少不了的是他们送 的礼物，还蛮特别的。。有点感动，因为这是我人生当中最多朋友一起为我庆祝的生日会。（因为我鲜少举办生日会，因为通常都是简简单单的跟几个死党或家人庆祝咯。。）既然人都那么多了，也不忘来个大合照。再加上最近《家好月圆》成了大家的热门话题，我们也不落人后，来个《塘心风暴》似的合照，嘻嘻~~

来到9月3日，本以为大家在前两天庆祝后就算了。。没想到又有一连串的惊喜。包过我的巴帝，说要和我出去吃顿午餐，我就跟随他走，走着走着觉得不对劲，原来他是要带我到时代广场请我吃一顿好的。不过当时只有一个小时的时间（因为之后还有课），所以我们就匆匆忙忙的吃完午餐再赶回来。虽然只是短短的时间，但我想这样一简单的方式对我来说已经很足够了，所以还蛮感触的。。

傍晚，和一班最要好的死党到比萨店吃晚餐，回来又赶去宿舍去帮AMSA进行面试活动（好充实哦！）。完事后，被CY骗到食堂去，原来还有一大堆学弟妹们在执行他们的“策划”，让我吓得“惊慌失措”。首先把我关在阴暗的壁球室，再来就是三位巴帝捧着一粒蛋糕走进来为我唱生日歌，后面则跟着其他一些跟我比较熟的学弟妹们。我真的失败！！平常很多话说、很多意见发表的我，一遇到这种出乎预料的事，都不知该给予些什么反应，说些什么话才好。真的让我太感动了！只差没掉眼泪罢了。

没想到今年的生日会是这样度过的，希望来年会顺顺利利地度过每天，也希望我也能越变越成熟，毕竟自己刚踏进二字辈了，不能太幼稚了，哈哈~~其实最重要的是身边的人都能开开心心、健健康康就足够了。

另外我想借此机会感谢所有所有记得我生日的人。谢谢你们的用心良苦，谢谢你们的祝福，谢谢你们的生日礼物！总之要感谢你们让我度过一个难忘的一天。我永远都不会忘记这一天的！最后，我要说的是“妈，我爱您！”谢谢你把我带到这美好的世界，辛苦你了。。

*P/S：想知道我的生日是如何度过或是想知道我收到了些什么各式各样奇奇怪怪的礼物（包括XL Size 的衣服，很大串的裤链，月饼等等,奇怪吧？哈哈）就到我的Friendster里的照片望一望吧！

Everbody's Birthday..

Recently, many of my friends celebrate birthday.. some already celebrated it, some r coming very soon... Everybody was so busy in preparing how to give them a special celebration.. but for sure most of them was 'played' thoroughly.. kaka.. Being cheated like april fools.. but the most crucial thing is all of us are having fun.. XD

Dunno its because of the coming wednesday, i had few miserable days.. isit we need to taste some 'bitter' before we get our 'sweet'?? haha, i also dunno.. may be this few days are not my lucky days.. i faced problems and obstrucles when i wanna do some things.. but i still manage everything, guess all of them are still not out of my control..



Haiz, when i think of ZT class next wednesday, feel so lazy to attend the class.. last week no lecturer came, even when he comes, the class will sure be very bored ang meaningless... i wish i can ponteng the class with 3 of my buddies, may be we can just gather n having lunch (perhaps a piece of cake) at somewhere.. even its just a simple gathering bt it ll sure satisfy me.. For me its enough d, coz i wish to hav a simple celebration this year.. its more than enough.. But i think it will be just a dream coz they will be having their formative assessment the coming friday.. no time to spend with me.. (T-T)

Going back home soon in the evening.. Dunno what to do at home leh?? i began to prefer study than holidays.. sometimes i dunno what to do during holidays.. hopefully i can find out some interesting activities to do at home, haha... ok la, time to say byebye again.. see u in my next blog!!=) happy merdeka!!!

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Finally I Can Online, Haha..

Wow, so excited i finally can online... haha..
Starting from last week i cant online because my housemate din pay the streamyx bill lo.. Line being cut for few days.. Cy said must write blogs 2day to celebrate, i guess he was right.. i also long time didn't update my blog d..
Dis few days a lot of things happen to me... Quarrel with people, being misunderstood, being locked in the campus for twice last week after walking back from library in the evening.. These were really sour and bitter of my life.. but i still walked through it toughly even everythings seem like not going smoothly.. I know i need to be strong!!!
Somethings happen during warisan mesra last saturday but generally it was quite fun la... BBQ was terribly bad, coz i only eat a piece of chicken for 15 ringgits.. Haha... really not worth.. but can meet senior buddy n gather with friends, joing treasure hunt not bad also..
haiz, today i went to hukm for mork osce... i did so bad i think.. Doctor said i did quite ok in physical examination but i dun finish my history taking in time... i reached the station too late n the doctor asked me to read question carefully n slowly.. i didn't know that the four minutes had started d... when i realised it, i rushed to finish the whole history taking but unsuccessful.. so sad=(
By the way, tell u guys what i had done wrongly in the mork osce.. This is to remind me also so i dun repeat them again next time.. Haha... The unforgivable mistake is i stood at the patient's left hand side.. it should be at the right hand site... N then i forget to ask the patient's name n his age before i started my history taking.. How can i did that?? so disappointed.. i guess i'm too nervous when i realised i had run out of time, haha.. Luckily i did quite good in Physical Examination(PE) i guess.. i managed to do PE n explain at the same time for as much as i can do in just 4 minutes.. Overall, i still need alot of improvement... i should take this as a lesson n do better next time... gambateh!!! =)

难忘的8月3日

哈哈，终于正式的承认自己的巴帝了！ 很多人都说这是我期待已久的大喜日子。。 虽然并没有他们说的那么夸张，但的确无可否认，我还蛮期待这天的到来，因为终于可以亲口承认谁是我的巴帝了。 我的巴帝有三位，包括一大早就被人认为是我的巴帝的HJ。不过很可笑的是演技派的他竟然给我骗到说我不是他巴帝也相信，不知应该是可笑还是可悲。。不过他脸皮还蛮厚的，还说一到早就知道是我的阴谋， 只是陪我玩玩罢了。还真臭美！哈哈~~在这里我还是想盛重地向他道歉，因为让他的心情起伏不定。185和172的距离有见过吗？就发生在我和他身上，有时还真希望他能“捐”5cm给我，该多好啊？ 至于第二位便是YL了，她也是一位和很爱玩很可爱的女生啦！我不知要怎么形容她，她就是一位彬彬有礼，很爱打扮的女生，说话时总是笑脸迎人，笑容可掬。。由于他喜欢戴上发带，所以大家都叫她“HairbandGirl”。。可爱吧？？ 最后要隆重介绍一下我的干巴帝，阿乐思。他真的超可爱的！！选择他的原因是我想有个人跟我顶嘴还不错嘛！真的笔墨难以形容，不认识他的人还以为他是很静的人，跟他比较熟了就会发觉他并不是你想象的那种人，简直是天渊之别！不过我就是喜欢他这种不掩饰、不伪装的个性。我觉得跟这种“天真无邪”的人闹在一块绝对是零负担的。 我深信这三位巴帝将是我人生的小小插曲。希望我们都能成为好巴帝，也能成为能一起聊心事的知己。。希望巴帝们有什么事都可以向我诉苦还是分享，即使我帮不到什么，至少我能成为你们忠实的听众。对吧？嘻嘻~~ 最后，还是祝福我们四人能够顺利地度过五年的难关，成为对社会有贡献的出色医生。这五年的路并不易走，让我们手牵着手，肩并着肩一起朝向梦想前进！！加油吧！巴帝们！！前面崎岖不平的路还等着我们去闯呢！Gambateh!!

巴帝

巴帝，究竟意义何在？
也许大多数的人都认为巴帝只不过是比学长/姐和学弟/妹之间更好的一个关系罢了，更有些人认为他只不过是一个代号，一个微不足道的芝麻小事，更不足以稀奇或拿来高谈阔论的话题。
不同的泥土种不同的树，对我来说，巴帝将会是我人生中蛮重要的人物。试想想，在你人生当中究竟会有几个巴帝？大致上应该只会有两个罢了，包括大巴帝和小巴帝。所以可以说这是多么奇妙、多么特别的关系啊！这就是我为什么那么在乎我和巴帝关系的原因。也许我对巴帝的要求太高，但这都是因为我不想巴帝之间的关系只是建立在一份笔记、一本书还是一个PowerPoint之上。难道巴帝就自能靠这些东西来维持彼此的感情？那这应该归类为你虚我假还是理所当然的事呢？还真的是值得深思的一道问题吧？
我认为，即使巴帝是我们的人选以内与否，这毕竟还是缘分。能在同一所大学深造，进修同一门科系已经很不可思议了，要从80多个学弟学妹当中挑出一个巴帝更可说是缘分中的缘分！既然上天让我们遇上人生当中这么特殊的一个小插曲，那我们是否该去珍惜这段友情呢？还是我们就眼睁睁地让这段得来不易的关系悄悄地从时光的隧道离去？也许我说得有点严重或夸张了，但无可否认的是我真的还蛮看重这特殊的友情。
我对巴帝的期望是我们能成为好知己，毕竟大家的年龄相近，不会有时代代沟。我希望能和巴帝有聊不完的话题，又能分享彼此的喜怒哀乐，就像兄弟一样。不过说到这里，有点内疚起来，我想我并没有好好对待我的大巴帝。他对我还蛮好的啦，我知道他也是完美主义者，我每次都没好好照顾他的笔记，也没时常抽空陪他，不过他并没有怪我。虽然每一次我们见面都会互相“炸来炸去”或刁难对方，但我想这就是发自内心深处、最真挚的友情吧！至于小巴帝嘛？当然是希望他也珍惜这段千载难逢的友情咯！真的，如果可以的话，当然希望他成为我烦恼的垃圾桶，开心的吸尘机。
还记得不久前，收到一位学弟写来的文章，里面的内容说到，我并不会后悔收他为巴帝，即使后悔也会充满欢乐与人生经验。里面也写着很多选择我为巴帝的原因，看了是有点感动，但对我来说那并不是重点，重点是他懂得去珍惜这段友情。
最后，不管最后谁是我巴帝（相信不久就会揭晓了），不管他/她是不是我心水的巴帝，还是我是不是他/她心水的巴帝，我一定会尽我所能在各方面帮助他/她。如果我并不能帮到什么忙也希望他多多包涵。希望来临的日子里我和大巴蒂和小巴帝的感情能越来越好，也希望在追求梦想之余，也不忘增进彼此的感情。大家一起加油，一起共同打造康庄大道（成为一名有爱心、有恒心的成功医生）！！加油！！
好吧，小巴帝！我们8月3日见，不见不散！